It’s hard to say, “I’m sorry!” It’s hard to say, “Please forgive me.” It’s hard to think that I need to do this, because we rationalize and think, “I’m an O.K. person; I have my faults, but when I rationalize, I’m no worse than the next guy, and actually, I’m “better” than most. I try to be a good person; I think about others; I usually do what’s right; etc.”
That attitude can be applied to our families, our churches, our communities, our nation.
Here’s what God says, and I urge us to make it personal, relational, national: “Then if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:14)
Key word: humble. That’s what it takes! The New Testament says not one of us is “good.” The good we “do” or are is as filthy rags. That about says it.
When compared to a righteous God, we are truly fallen creatures, depraved, filthy, and of no account, no matter how we attempt in our feeble ways to rationalize, to compensate, to pat ourselves on the back, or to compare ourselves to others who seem to be more depraved than we are.
The difference is, we as Christians know One who is perfect, without sin, who was sent of God to redeem us. What an unbelievable, yet necessary gift God has given.
So today, and daily, even minute by minute, it behooves me to call on the Name of Jesus to cleanse me of my unrighteousness through Christ’s power, not through any purposeful activity on my part, so that I can experience the forgiveness which only Jesus can provide. This I know; this I say; this I do.
Result: Thank you Lord Jesus for loving me enough to die for my sinfulness in thought, word, deed, attitude, and being. I am inadequate to deal with the hypocrisy, the selfishness, the deeds of omission and commission, and my self-rigteousness. Humble me and help me to wholly rely on Your rich grace and eternal promises for my salvation, for my redemption, for my rescue, for my sanctification and for my ability to follow you wholeheartedly, to be used as Your vessel in this world and forever. Amen.
Indeed, repentance opens the floodgates of God’s grace and mercy.
A career teacher, with forty years of teaching language arts/English, Betty Jackson enjoys wordsmithing, writing, and reading as a vocation and avocation.Retirement is her "age of frosting," a chance to pursue postponed hobbies with gusto. She especially sends kudos to the Space Coast Writers Guild members for their encouragement and advice. Her five books, It's a God Thing!, Job Loss: What's Next? A Step by Step Action Plan, and Bless You Bouquets: A Memoir, And God Chose Joseph: A Christmas Story, and Rocking Chair Porch: Summers at Grandma's are available at Amazon.com. Ms. Jackson is available to speak to local groups and to offer her books at discount for fundraising purposes at her discretion. She and her husband soon celebrate their 47th anniversary, and have lived in New York, New Jersey, Iowa, and now the paradise of Palm Bay, Florida. Their two grown children and daughter-in-love, all orchestra musicians, and our beautiful granddaughters Kaley and Emily live nearby. Hobbies, and probably future topics on her blog: gardening, symphonic music (especially supporting the Space Coast Symphony Orchestra as a volunteer and proud parent of a violinist, a cellist, and an oboist), singing, book clubs, and co-teaching a weekly small-group Bible study for seniors. She volunteers and substitute teaches at Covenant Christian School, and serves as a board member of the Best Yet Set senior group at church. Foundationally, she daily enjoys God's divine appointments called Godincidences, which show God's providence and loving kindness.