Moving week for my sister is here, and amid all the exigencies and things I need to do, sickness has struck. First Nancy had this wretched cold, now husband Ev is sick, and I am praying that, sleep-deprived and tired as I am, I will be able to cope with the next five days. Pray that I don’t get sick, and even more so, pray that Dottie doesn’t catch this bug from any of us. That could be disastrous.
In the midst of chaos, we need to rely on God’s protection. When I wrote this psalm, I had no idea I would be facing this week. I had no idea I would be desperately trying to finish editing Anthology #4 to get it to kdp publishing by next week. I had no idea two of our family would be sick, or certainly no idea I would be dealing with THREE places where Dorothy is/has been/ and will be living or with movers, or with transporting Dottie from one location going to dialysis to a different one on Monday, just so we can move her mobile wheelchair. It’s a daunting task for sure.
Rest assured, however. God is in charge; He is faithful, and somehow I will find the strength to get it all done. We used to say, after complicated school field trips and competitions, whether we had good or bad experiences, the after-event-analysis was excellent when we said, “nobody died!” Certainly, we hope that’s the case with this weekend!
MY PSALM 320 CHAOS
Blessed Father, Creator of every good and perfect gift,
I praise Your Name and bow to Your majesty,
Humbly acknowledging that without Your strength,
I can do nothing.
Without Your guidance, I wander aimlessly
Like water creating its own channel, meandering.
Like the original chaos,
I could live as one with no focus, no path, no purpose.
Like the original chaos,
I could face eternity having never lived an abundant life.
But in Your grace, mercy, and love
You fashioned Your world in magnificence,
And before the world began, You knew me
And chose me to be Yours.
Thank You for redeeming me from chaos.
Guide my life that I may always understand
My rich privilege to know You through Your creation,
And all Your means of grace
Keep me mindful of Your blessings, Sovereign Lord. Amen.
A career teacher, with forty years of teaching language arts/English, Betty Jackson enjoys wordsmithing, writing, and reading as a vocation and avocation.Retirement is her "age of frosting," a chance to pursue postponed hobbies with gusto. She especially sends kudos to the Space Coast Writers Guild members for their encouragement and advice. Her five books, It's a God Thing!, Job Loss: What's Next? A Step by Step Action Plan, and Bless You Bouquets: A Memoir, And God Chose Joseph: A Christmas Story, and Rocking Chair Porch: Summers at Grandma's are available at Amazon.com. Ms. Jackson is available to speak to local groups and to offer her books at discount for fundraising purposes at her discretion. She and her husband soon celebrate their 47th anniversary, and have lived in New York, New Jersey, Iowa, and now the paradise of Palm Bay, Florida. Their two grown children and daughter-in-love, all orchestra musicians, and our beautiful granddaughters Kaley and Emily live nearby. Hobbies, and probably future topics on her blog: gardening, symphonic music (especially supporting the Space Coast Symphony Orchestra as a volunteer and proud parent of a violinist, a cellist, and an oboist), singing, book clubs, and co-teaching a weekly small-group Bible study for seniors. She volunteers and substitute teaches at Covenant Christian School, and serves as a board member of the Best Yet Set senior group at church. Foundationally, she daily enjoys God's divine appointments called Godincidences, which show God's providence and loving kindness.